face the path of time

July 24th, 2008 by ghostpark

i realized that some people have been influenced by me. i never thot that I wud give such a big impact to anyone. this is me. this is who i am. i speak freely. bear in mind, i will not take the consequences of u r trying to copy me. well, m the expert wit experience of myself.

life is a bit tough a few months back. me involving in TRX project which caused a lots of dehydrations. eventually, I got used to it. In fact, m enjoying my work. meeting every day at 10am. prepare reports, scheduling the sites and generate new upgrade sites. plus, planning for our upcoming team building for next month. Goshhh! kinda hectic but the best thing is, I dun have much time to think about my personal life. talking about my life…hey, kinda missed some people here. rasanya ego mengatasi segala-galanye kan, sahabatku? u know, juz because people do horrible things, it doesn’t always mean they r horrible people. me with my own thought. well, life goes on…

I’ll be leaving for another trip tomorrow. my 3rd trip in this yr. won’t be the last one, I guess, coz something is on my mind for December. i must treasure every single day of my life. i want to avoid people who make me unhappy. i dun wanna think too much about something. move on. go and find yourself a new set of happy memories. will it ever be the same? i think we shud try anyway. dare to challenge urself with something new. i’ve bought some stuff for example. hahaha…it makes me HAPPY. and m thankful to God for making my life great.

Sometimes, change is everything

Its always someone else’s fault…

March 30th, 2008 by ghostpark

you may not even know u hav something until it is too late, but wot r u supposed 2 say?

"Gee. Sorry,dear. i didnt know"

well… too late, darl. Life is easier when u can play the blame game…

and once again…

February 13th, 2008 by ghostpark

i cannot sleep…

i know that i juz dun need this. i need something to distract me.

Winning a battle, losing the war…

January 18th, 2008 by ghostpark

Well... lately..as m growing older n hopefully wiser and wit things happening in life. Sometimes… i sit back and try to think things out..

I heard a bird whispering yesterday. Telling me that my so called “bestfriend” doing something bad behind my back. Something that had happened when I was studying at UPM. Should I be mad about it? For wot? Damage pun have been done. Lagi pun, it was 7-8 yrs… history…

But heyyy…

My point is…she used to be my best buddy (of course I wont take her as my best buddy anymore after wot she’ve done). We’ve been thru ups n downs together…We’ve learn so many things together.

It is so weird looking at people who gossip about other people’s life?
Is ur life so boring until u have to interfere in others?

Again mulut orang, mana boleh tutupkan?

Tapi…wot if it’s ur superb so called bestfriend’s mouth?

Aren’t u gonna sit and pretend that there’s nothing? That’s hurt tho!

Enuff said behind my back about my life…Will ya keep ur mouth shut, my dear fren…

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So I guess…in a way…a good way…let it be lah. I believe in karma. I won’t waste my time arguing about this wit her. Let her enjoy her sweet little time…Let her think that I knew nothing about the betrayal. Wot goes around, comes around… rite?

While u r smiling, let me be there with my eyes.

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And now…a thing about me is, I try to avoid caring for anyone if possible. People come and go in our lives. I dun wanna get hurt when those close to me have to go or when betrayal happens. Too much I guess…

I can’t cope with this anymore.

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from my twenty cent opinion….tj zahari

The Memoirs of 2006

December 27th, 2006 by ghostpark

It’s been a long time I haven’t drop by in here. Been very busy is an excuse that I can think of. J Well, New Year is just around the corner and we’re in the mood for holidays. Just wanna tell ya guys that I’ve gone through a lot  out this whole year and I can say it was such a great journey that I’ve ever encountered.

Everything happens for a reason. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of our soul. Without these tests, life would be dull, boring and its just like a smooth, straight, flat road and yet it’s comfortable. And we will never learn from mistakes coz there’s no mistakes! Isn’t it true to be mature, we learn from mistakes?

I have to admit, I let myself down in the first place when something I really treasured was gone from my life. It took me months to realize how much time I have wasted and how much energy i have lost. The successes and downfalls that I have experienced had actually created who I am today which i learned from the past experience.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped us to learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom we have open our heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Sometimes people come into our life and we know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach us a lesson or help figure out who we are or who we want to become. We never know who these people may be but we lock eyes with them, we know that very moment that they will affect our life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to us at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection we realize that without overcoming those obstacles we would never realize our potential, strength and will power of heart.

Most important we will never know who our real friends are until we see their true colors when we were in trouble. Only your true friends tell you when your face is dirty. No matter how good a friend is they are going to hurt you every once in a while but we must forgive that and move on. We cannot wish to be good friends if we can’t manage to forgive each other’s minor failings. Isn’t it?

I made a lot new friends this year. It was such a tremendous moments and I enjoyed with the WISE, DELTA ELLE members and not to forget people that I have met in person. I gave myself a chance to meet people whom I never dream of, and i actually listened to ‘em. I let myself fall in love, break free and then set my sights high. I hold my head up because I believe I have every rights to.

I’m looking for the brightest future and will let the past behind. I won’t let the past failures and heartaches stop me from going forward in life. I can’t wait to start another journey of my life for the year of 2007. I will always bare this on my mind that, things always happen for a reason and to think positively no matter how difficult it is to accept the truth. Hope for the best.

Adios 2006. Welcome 2007!!!!!!

You’ll Think of Me

October 19th, 2006 by ghostpark

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else’s arms
I’ve been tryin’ my best to get along
But that’s OK
There’s nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don’t need’em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you’ll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
‘Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I’ll feel a whole lot better
But you’ll think of me, you’ll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I’m feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been

Someday I’m gonna run across your mind
Don’t worry, I’ll be fine
I’m gonna be alright
While you’re sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I’ll be over you and on with my life

And you’re gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday

hows the lyric? tremendous kan? shud put it in here a few months back but have no time to update the blog. but since hari ni takde keje…(semangat raya) so…heyy…wot the heck, letak je lah. You’ll think of me by Keith Urban.

Weirdest things about me…:P

March 27th, 2006 by ghostpark

Been tagged by Penol…Cess…

A few of the weirdest things about me

  • I sleep at nite with a blanket bungkus me even when m feeling hot n burning!!!!! Try to imagine dat !!!! I’ll b sweating yet I need a blanket. I feel secured when m wrapped. Actually it was this story I heard from my neighbour years ago about hantu dat sucks toe…weiiiii…so scary!!! So since then I must have my blanket cover my toe especially…..

  • I cant remember the road. I’ve been living in KL more than 6 yrs, but I dunno how to go to KL by myself. Serious maaa…all this time, there r always been co-pilot with me. Eventho ive been there so many times but still cant remember. N u know wot, JB is my hometown, was born and lived there but yet I cant remember the roads. How to get to the town? If there are so many ways, I can only remember 1 way to go there, going back n forth at the same road. Shortcut? Nvr crossed my mind. Dem…I cant remember the roads…how aaaah???

  • I cant pronounce J-E-W-E-L and E-N-O!!! Seriously…say it-say it…duh…still cannot!!! Wot? Its weird rite ? :P Aren’t we talking about the weird thing?

  • I cant stand cold. Bcuz of that, wherever I go, ill bring my sweater anywhere. Tghr buta pun I’ll bring my sweater. In fact, I wear 3 layer of sweaters and gloves in the office where everyone in here only wearing 1 piece layer of clothing. Muaahhahahaha…

  • M scared to death of cats. Yerr….meoww-meoww. Its not that I hate cats but I dem scared of ‘em!!! I can jump over the dining table if there is a cat cummin towards me. I can push anyone who is around me just to cover me from being close to the cats. Maybe bcuz of the bulu…eiiiyeerrr…geli geleman. I could  suffocate if m surrounded by ‘em!!!!!

Freaky rite???? Wot else?  Hehhehehhe….

kekekekkekeke….

Ok dah penol, task completed…its my pleasure nk layan tag-tag ni…tapi lil’ bit tired.

Mouth Watering @ Bumbu Bali

March 27th, 2006 by ghostpark

This post is several days late and I have been tag by penol to blog about it! She forced me!!!

http://hanselgreetel.blogspot.com/2006/03/mouth-watering-asam-laksa.html

Well here it is! You happy??? ;p See da leg lah, Penol…hahahahha..

Bumbu_bali_1It was a birthday party for my lovely friend. We had our simple makan-makan at  Bumbu Bali restaurant specializing in Balinese cuisine located at Bandar Puteri Puchong. Near my apartment. This place combines the eatery with decor concept and as the name suggests, it’s all Balinese in concept, even music dia pun!

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So, that night I tried the Bumbu Bali Famous BBQ Combo Chicken N Beef.

yummmyyyyyyyyy….  Eventho I had to suffer the pain coz of my tonsil..but nothing can stop me. The flavor is just too good to let go. It would be a sin to let go! Hahahahhaha…

The other 5 of us tried….

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* da 1st pic: Bumbu Bali Big Mouth Burger…look at the name…(yg mkn pun mulut dia luas..hahah..ayu lah tu)

* in da middle: Tipak Cantuk - A combination of Bumbu Bali Wings, sate lilit, deep fried calamari served wit sambal matah, sambal terasi n tartar sauce Quite a big portion, suitable for 2 persons instead of 1.            

         

* last one : Campur-campur Tiga – Balinese warm vegetable salad wit taufu,rice cake,prawns n boiled egg served wit tamarind peanut dressing

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Finally the cake..(beli sendiri yek)

Yummylicioussss…yup…we ended up by forcing ourselves nak abiskan food as we do not intend to waste…eh chup..rsnya tak abis gak kot…:P But it is well worth every bite of the food. The taste is splendid and especially the rendang beef – simply delicious

Well…wanna try? I can show u the place but of course, dinner wit me…hahahhahaha…

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Hey guys…thanx for the pleasant evening. Lps ni kita g mkn katner lak? :P

(yeah i know…i can use a better photo than this…wot can i say, i intend not to let u guys see my face so clear….:P)

-2503006 Bandar Puteri, Puchong. tales of the lost moon-

they hurt my baby…

March 21st, 2006 by ghostpark

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16th March 06 + wot a bad day + |sigh| + car kena break-in + anggaran kerosakan…hmmm…ganti cermin pecah + tinted + frame around aircond kena kopak = $300> + luckily dpt balik my pioneer…perghhh!! 

The First Cut Is The Deepest

February 26th, 2006 by ghostpark

I would have given you all of my heart
But there’s someone who’s torn it apart
And she’s taken just all that I had
But if you want I’ll try to love again
Baby I’ll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it come to being lucky she’s cursed
When it come to loving me she’s the worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I’ve cried
And I’m sure going to give you a try
And if you want I’ll try to love again
Baby I’ll try to love again but I know


- Rod Stewart