Archive for January, 2008

Winning a battle, losing the war…

Friday, January 18th, 2008

Well... lately..as m growing older n hopefully wiser and wit things happening in life. Sometimes… i sit back and try to think things out..

I heard a bird whispering yesterday. Telling me that my so called “bestfriend” doing something bad behind my back. Something that had happened when I was studying at UPM. Should I be mad about it? For wot? Damage pun have been done. Lagi pun, it was 7-8 yrs… history…

But heyyy…

My point is…she used to be my best buddy (of course I wont take her as my best buddy anymore after wot she’ve done). We’ve been thru ups n downs together…We’ve learn so many things together.

It is so weird looking at people who gossip about other people’s life?
Is ur life so boring until u have to interfere in others?

Again mulut orang, mana boleh tutupkan?

Tapi…wot if it’s ur superb so called bestfriend’s mouth?

Aren’t u gonna sit and pretend that there’s nothing? That’s hurt tho!

Enuff said behind my back about my life…Will ya keep ur mouth shut, my dear fren…

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So I guess…in a way…a good way…let it be lah. I believe in karma. I won’t waste my time arguing about this wit her. Let her enjoy her sweet little time…Let her think that I knew nothing about the betrayal. Wot goes around, comes around… rite?

While u r smiling, let me be there with my eyes.

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And now…a thing about me is, I try to avoid caring for anyone if possible. People come and go in our lives. I dun wanna get hurt when those close to me have to go or when betrayal happens. Too much I guess…

I can’t cope with this anymore.

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from my twenty cent opinion….tj zahari